A hole in the face fills the void

Its gonna hurt...
Close your eyes, tightly...
Clench ur fists...and hold on to anything, anyone and don't let go until its over.
Is it over yet?
Pain shouldn't come to much of a surprise to me, but it always does...but this time when you plan it, when you make an appointment to get hurt...its not as bad...its better when you expect it.

So from now on ill always expect it.

When he clamps hard on it, know that its only the beginning...the grip follows the burning sensation and agony from stab. He punctures straight through the layers and he leaves you for dead.

Now, that wasn't so bad was it?

But it was.

It is.

He pierced right through...and ill never be the same...

Now im branded, the physical manifestation that ill always be different after him and the hole in my face reminds me that im no longer the same.

After the pain subsides and it stops burning, you become sore and after you can twist and turn metal daggers in the wound..your healed...

But it never closes.

You still have a hole in your face.

But what does this hole remind me??? That post pain, you are never the same but you're still you.

Now this hole in my face shows others who I really am even when I try to hide.

So when they meet me they already know there's something more. They can look right through the hole and see down to my core, the inner most me, the real me. Down to each layer.